Jack had allowed himself to be taken to one of these
shelters. When Mr. Scott had come looking for him, Jack had been skeptical,
but agreed to come along when Molly's name was mentioned. After that, Molly
had taken charge. She had purchased him new clothes, some new art supplies and
had gotten him settled in an extra room of her suite at the Waldorf. Then she
insisted that Mr. Scott continue the search for Rose.
And so he was here with Molly, in the lobby of
the Roosevelt Hospital. If the woman that supposedly resembled Rose was indeed
her, well, then his life would be complete. If not, then he didn't know how
he could pick up the threads of his life and go on. Certainly he would never
love again.
"Alright, this way, Jack," said Molly.
"Our patient is in room 403."
He followed her into the elevator. Molly told
the elevator operator to take them to four. Neither Molly or Jack made any attempt
at conversation. Each was alone in their thoughts. When they got off at four,
Molly asked a nurse for the direction of the room. Jack, usually optimistic
and a pillar of strength himself, felt weak. He wondered if his prayers would
be answered.
They walked down the short hallway and stopped
outside the doorway numbered 403. The door was open. In the dim light Jack could
make out a figure lying on the bed. The patient's body was facing away from
the door, but he could still make out long red hair spread out against the pillow.
A hand, the hand of a young person hugged the blanket. The length of the body,
matched the height of Rose.
Molly stood in the doorway biting her lips and
saying a silent prayer as Jack entered the room. He walked quietly to the other
side of the bed where he could see a face. Jack took one look and tears formed
in his eyes. It was Rose, barely alive and having trouble breathing, but there,
nevertheless. Slowly he bent over and kissed her forehead.
He took one of her hands in his and whispered,"Rose,
it's gonna be alright now. I'm here Rose. You're gonna make it."
Molly watched this tender scene and her heart
was filled with thankfulness.
"Jack," she said quietly from the doorway,
"do you still need me?"
He stood his head from side to side.
"No. Thanks, Molly, for helping me. It's
okay now," he told her.
"Well, then, I'll be goin' back to the hotel.
But don't you forget to come back and eat and get some rest. I'll take a turn
watching her."
Jack looked down at Rose and answered, "Alright,
I'll remember."
Jack spent everyday at Rose's bedside, holding
her hand, talking to her, willing her to live. Rose tossed and turned, was hot
and cold. She moaned in her restless sleep. Not one doctor or nurse seemed hopeful
and Jack's desperation grew. To find her and lose her, would be a worse blow
than not finding her at all.
"Rose, you've got to live," urged Jack.
"I'm here waiting for you, Rose. Come on, Rose, live. For me, for us."
Jack squeezed her hand and kissed her, but there
was no response.
"Rose, please, we have so much ahead of
us. I need you."
Jack tried to get liquids into her. Sometimes
she swallowed them automatically. He brushed he hair. Except to sleep and bathe
and get a little fresh air, Jack was always there. She was never alone, since
Molly kept her promise to come and relieve Jack. The nurses were amazed by his
constant presence and devotion.
Jack watched as Rose twisted from side to side.
Sometimes, it seemed as though she were trying to speak. A nurse came into the
room and asked Jack how he thought she was doing.
He answered, "About the same. Do you think
there is any hope?"
The nurse look thoughtfully at Jack and then
Rose.
Then she replied, " I've seen some bad cases
of pneumonia. And this is one of the worst. Still though, she has her youth
and previous good health going for her. She may make it yet."
Jack hung on her every word. This nurse was the
first person who had given him even a tiny glimmer of hope.
She continued checking Rose over and when she
was done, she said to him, "Let me know if there is any change, one way
or another."
Jack nodded and sat down to continue his vigil.
In his mind, he mulled over the events of the tumultuous past weeks. There was
the accidental meeting with Rose and their subsequent relationship. That was
something that had been beyond his wildest dreams. She was a person of great
love and fearless courage. That she had proved by her successful attempt to
save his life. If only that piece of debris had not separated their hands and
then hit him in the head. He vaguely remembered being dragged into one of the
collapsibles, having no will to live. The only thoughts he could summon up were
those of Rose and what her fate might have been. That was over ten days ago
now. He had to stop dwelling on that.
Jack rubbed his hand across his face. God, he
was exhausted. He didn't know how much longer he could go on, with so little
sleep. But for Rose, he had to. He leaned over and rested his head on her chest.
"If I could just close my eyes for a minute,"
he thought. "I just need to rest for a bit."
He yawned. In an instant he was asleep.